Memoirs of a Tomb Raider

In my red boots of awesome

I ran today, fully medicated, I feel much better.Going to spend some time with friends tonight, hooray dinner and company

Fever dreams.I felt lost while sleeping, and I feel lost now too....slightly dizzy. Took Sudafed instead of Dayquil today....and I don't feel so spacey.....maybe a neti pot and a shower will help me get going.... tomorrow I go to the doctor.

I was in roller derby a few months ago, and stopped going, because I didn't feel like it was going anywhere. What was really frustrating? The pace line.....I never went fast enough to stay in it.I encouraged friends to come do derby with me, and now they love it, and I hate myself for quitting. Is the only solution to this screwed up jealousy to come back?    I am  sure I am already considered  a flake.....I come and go, and feel if I don't have my whole heart and soul in, it's not worth it.....and I just never got any good.....and it took time away from Josh. What to do? Was I really making any progress?

My brain is super fuzzy from the medicine keeping my nose free from congestion. I slept most of the afternoon, and drank so much water, all I do is go to the bathroom.......I can't sleep anymore. All I do is lay in bed and think about stuff I need to do.......blech Maybe more fallout?

Went to to work this morning, but wasn't there long. I feel as though my head is going to explode, dizzy and nauseous. I can't get into my doctor till Friday. I love primary care......You have to plan to be sick.

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I hate it when I sit in front of my computer, and just feed my fake google hamster. Like I am achieving something. ....

Fuck me....he's weird looking.......

Home now, after shutting the dogs tail in the car door this morning.;( Anyways, I won't dwell on that.I am hungry and I have no idea what to eat, because nothing sounds good. "Come Together" [Written by John Lennon] Here come ol' flat top He come groovin' up slowly He's got Joo Joo eyeball He one holy roller He got hair down to his knees Got to be a joker he just do what he please He wear no shoe shine He's got toe jam football He's got monkey finger He shoot Coca-Cola He say "I know you, you know me" One thing I can tell you is you got to be free Come together Right now Over me He bag production He's got walrus gum-boot He's got Ono sideboard He one spinal cracker He got feet down through his knees Hold you in his arm 'til You can feel his disease Come together Right now Over me Come together babe Come together babe Come together Come together He roller coaster He's got early warning He's got muddy water He one Mojo filte

Yesterday, saw the movie piranha 3D. What a kick. It was terrible, complete with T and A, in 3D. Wow. Fun, very fun. Other news, I am very tired, and my cat just peed on the floor. Suck. Whatever will we do? We have been playing this game for far to long.

I think this jacket is so awesome

Doc martens, how I love thee. Or these? From flirtcatalog.com?

Stuff I have been shopping for My new writing portfolio which has been slow going, but a lot of fun.

And I cannot wait to get it......I love athleta

Sometimes I think it would be a good idea to move to Japan. Their healthcare is better managed. They have awesome technology, and some pretty cool cities .It looks beautiful. Or not, apparently I would not be able to work as  nurse there.Pooh

I sat at my computer most of this morning.Josh came home,feeling pretty crummy. We took his truck in for diagnostics,I pray for a straight answer. Ordered some pizza and some ribs,to watch tv to and relax.Contemplating some shopping.Overall a good day.Except Josh being sick.

Yesterday was a good day, a little light jogging with the dog in the park.Some light weight lifting. I continue to lose weight, with minimal effort. I love that, it helps me feel like I am making progress. I need to put more music on my phone, it feels so naked, and there are some pretty bad play lists on my phone. I keep looking at things to buy for my new found body. http://www.fredericks.com/Choker_Top/74477,default,pd.html?cgid=cl11 my next purchase. Today I will work on the bedroom and bathroom.............................they need a little love.

After quite a bit of fiasco with Honda, we pretty much called it quits and got the truck back.We feel as though we may have been chumped. I doubt that things will get better with the situation. Nissan anyone?

http://www.washingtonparkour.com/forums/search.php Because it is just so awesome

My previous blogger http://sassinorena.livejournal.com/profile I sit here at the computer. I have just finished breakfast, and am drinking coffee. A new blog. I just finished an episode of Hotel Babylon, and am truly enjoying it. I am listening to Pandora play some "How to destroy angels" I feel motivated to: Sew Research parkoer watch more Hotel Babylon play fallout, and take a shower. Need to: Run errands make phone calls do laundry http://www.americanparkour.com/ The future holds: Peru Egypt New Orleans A little more room in the house Oona is sleeping right outside the sliding glass door, later I will check her leg wound. http://www.pandora.com/ http://www.etsy.com/listing/52533995/leather-steampunk-underbust-corset?ref=sr_list_5&;ga_search_query=corset+leather&;ga_search_type=handmade&;ga_page=&;order=&;includes[0]=tags&;includes[1]=title