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Becoming the Savage Sister

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 WOW, Just found this.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YU65JIE4MEQ And Yes. I am re-inspired.  #getting it done,#boxingballerina,  

Why am I on the ground every day? A vulnerable look into motivation

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   I'm doing pushups now. I never really thought I would like them, but here we are.  Every Monday, Wednesday , Friday, I open up my Nerdfitness app, make my Pumpkin spice protein coffee, sip my Aminos , and slam out some planks and pushups. I am not sponsored, I just LOVE the products. I do Yoga, Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday.( Mostly)  It feels pretty amazing and I genuinely love how capable my body is.   But why am I getting on the ground every day to stretch,plank,and push?  Let me take a step back.   I have always wanted to do that thing that Laura Croft did in Tomb raider. The one where she grabs a hold of a ledge, and pulls herself up into a complete handstand only to finish with a back bend.     So- my plan is increase my upper body strength, and do a pull up, then a muscle up, then a hand stand and a back bend. Because, I was going to explore the world. Specifically the ruins.    But why? And....then what?  That is an uncomfortable question.    Oh, existential dread, i